Another 365 days around the sun but this year is different. This year, I turned 20.
20 years on this earth, I’m still in disbelief. Wasn’t I just 16 a year ago??? I guess not.
For the past month, I’ve been shouting “big 20!” but I think reality is just starting to set in…I’m getting old.
I guess I’m bit excited about becoming an “adult” but I’m also a bit on edge. Why? BECAUSE I’M 20! I’m still meant to be a baby but it seems time doesn’t want to slow down for me.
20 years on this earth, I’ve been through quite a lot of things- mentally, physically, socially and even spiritually.
20 years on this earth and I have to admit, I’ve still not figured this life thing out
A whole 2 decades and I still do not know what I’m doing. Any small inconvenience and I’m on FaceTime with my older siblings, crying my eyes out or on the phone with my parents whining and complaining.
I’m not going to lie, I feel pressured. To you, I might just be 20 and still young, but to me I feel like I’m running out of time and I still haven’t figured out what I want to do yet and it doesn’t help that I’m graduating soon.
This isn’t a blog post to encourage anyone, this is just me pouring out my mind to strangers on the internet.
So, I’m 20 years old, what have I learnt so far? Honestly, nothing.
But then I have to remember…
Also, to mark my new age and a new decade, Cup of Tee has a new look! This new look incorporates different elements of my likes and interests including my favourite colours and I’m obsessed!
Quote of the day
“20 wey be say na just debit alert” -Martha, 2021
Adding this comment I got that I absolutely LOVE but for some reasons, can’t be seen
If you are 20 years old and above, how did you feel about turning 20?
Do/did you also feel pressured?
Does it get you easier?
What do you think about the new look?