Warning: This can be triggering to some certain individuals. Read with caution.
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I am a prisoner of my own thoughts
Voices in my head dictate my every move
I can’t shut them out
I overthink
Not by my own will
The timing of my life is different from the rest
Because opportunities pass me by before the demons in my head can come to a decision
I just want it to stop
I want to end it all
I walked slowly, barefoot on the cold sidewalk as I overlooked the cold water below the bridge
The voices in my head telling me to go for a swim
My hand gripped the iron bars of the bridge
I don’t want to
But the demons keep telling that it is not as bad as it seems
But it’s cold
No it’s not
I hoisted myself up onto the edge of the bridge
It’s a long way down
It’ll be over before you know it
splash
I can’t seem to move my hands and my legs
I’m not trying to
I can’t breath
I don’t want to
I looked up as I sunk to the bottom of the large body of water
I’m not scared
I’m not in pain
I’m about to know something none of you don’t
Suddenly, I can no longer hear the voices in my head
They are gone
I have finally come face to face with death
And it’s such a pretty picture
My dear Melancholy😩😩😩📍. Did you die???
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Gave me goosebumps
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Thank you for reading!
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Wow this actually got me in my feels
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Thank you for reading!
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